This year gonna end soon and 9 more days we will be celebrating new year. I think I'm just gonna celebrate new year at Padang like always. A bit disappointed. I was hoping to go back M'sia maybe on this week or next week but after consult my father, it is a bit troublesome to them so in the end I think most probably I will be celebrating new year and Christmas here. Oh yeah talking about Christmas, my sis will be going back to M'sia on Christmas. Oh Man. I dunno wat to say but feel a bit 'berat hati'... Ahh don't care.
Today is such an exhausting day for me. I had lectures, practical and tutorial starting 7am till 1pm. Well, I was so tired and hungry when I came back home. I was about to ask my sis to go lunch with me but she alrd had lunch at home so I just had guava juice.
Actually the purpose of I'm writing today's post is not about what I did or feel today but I wanna tell more on the holiday tat my sis is having here. I don't think this is a great holiday for her. The whole planning was just at the wrong time. She came here end of Week 5, NeuroPsychiatry block and going back on Week 1 Cardiovascular block. I don't think she enjoyed much on this holiday. I saw she wrote "Everything was just wasting my time and I become her maid and ......................"
Well you see, for me Week 5-6 is a critical week to study for coming exam and Week 1-2 is adaptation week for new block. I will be more than happy if she come here on Week 3 till Week 5, just exactly like how the planning is for last year. Unfortunately this year is totally a miserable holiday for her.
I think if next year holiday fall on any of the week out of Week 3-5, I would prefer her not to come here. It would be better that way rather than everyday arguing bout housework, wanna go out but I'm sleeping and etc etc etc. It would be best if she stay at M'sia as she said she can play sim3, watch tv (for your info, I don't have a tv in my house), go out with her friends and etc etc. It is a heartache when you said that I treated you like a maid. It is not that I treated you like a maid. Back at home, you have maid to assist you in everything you do. So when I ask for your help to clean my room, it is obviously that I have no time in the morning to clean my room. I went out early morning and came back afternoon.
When I reached home, I was expecting to have lunch with you but you alrd have lunch or you were busy online and you said it is very important to update your blog, so I have no choice but to just sleep with my hunger. Notice that, if you would have tell me earlier, I would have buy some food and eat at home but instead you just bluntly told me "I alrd had my lunch"; "I'm busy on9ing, eat maggi", etc etc.
And talking about on9, as YOU know my internet is time based. 50 hours only and more than that, I need to pay extra. I don't know how much I have to pay for this month since you on9 everyday without fail from morning till evening. I might have to take my next month allowance to pay up for this month bill when you go back. Actually I'm quite worried about that. When I bising2 asking you not to use so much of internet, you just wear the headphone and on loud music and left me talking to the wall. I don't know what to say.
Well, just hang on. 3 more days and you will be free from become maid. You will have your luxurious life again in M'sia when you have maid to help you to do this and that. I'm happy if you are happy. If you feel tension/frusfrated/depressed/sad staying with me, I would rather prefer you not to come here and just stay in M'sia.
Strictly speaking, I'm quite sad and disappointed with your attitude lately. You should try to at least change your behavior. If you keep on being like this, I'm afraid that it will be hard for you to mix up with the community.
Last but not least, I hope you will at least try to behave like a mature young adult. I seriously had a tough time tolerating your attitude and ruthless behavior.
