It's been 2 days since my holiday started. It feels great to wake up and just do absolutely nothing. I wanted to go back Malaysia but sis having major exam in like 1 week for 1 whole month. So I better shut dup and stay here quietly.. I have few plans that I intend to do since long time ago.
1. Sign up for classes and fitness centre. Today I went register at the fitness centre. Tried out few equipments for like 1 hour lol. Then heavy rain and headed home straight. Tomorrow have body language class at 8.30 am lol. Means waking up early and go class and have to buy certain things.
2. I need to clean house. Give away shoes, clothes, notes and books. Unfortunately don't know when I'm gonna start doing that lol..
3. Start cooking myself but don't know what to cook.
4. Live healthily from now on.
Today went to buy new sport shoes and casual shoes. #Rain#Dinner was sandwich#Running Man#Shoutcastradio.
Tomorrow Plan:
1. Body language class
2. Buy skin supplement
3. Tour around mini malls lol.
Okay with this, I wish myself Happy Holiday ^_^
The Journey To Be a Doctor
Basically this is about my step by step to be a doctor. It will be the place for me to record all the sweet events and also incidents of lesson learnts. In addition, this place will be a permenant place for me to collect all the sweet and not-so-sweet memories eternally.
Wednesday, 22 October 2014
Sunday, 12 October 2014
Back to Civilisation
Yipeee.. Today I have unlimited internet thanks to my housemate. She shared her unlimited internet and of course I also pay for it. hahaha. It means unlimited movies and songs download.. Yahooooo!!!!! No more constrain myself from using up the internet data. It means I can download a lot of movies!!!! Yess!!!! Welcome back my Running Man. Have been missing you a lot <3 p="">
Ever since I came back from jungle, I feel like my whole body full with dirt and mud. This is because I have been bathing in well's water. omg. Plus the weather has been so hot. I sweat a lot and my skin started to get reddish especially at folded place like my elbow and back knee. Urghhhh so itchy. Freaking hot. Haze is coming back. The visible view has been decreased so much. Hope healthy weather will come back soon.
Exam starting on Wednesday and Friday. Look at what I'm doing-
Woke up 5.30 am: Did hand wash 1 pail laundry, Order McD breakfast, mop the whole house, clean room, wash all fruits that I bought (grapes, mango, oranges. I love seedless grapes and mango. Bought 1 kg of mango which is only 3 big mango, 1 kg of grapes. LOL. I know i know.. It's been long time since I last had fruits and also 4 oranges, gave 1 orange to my friend because he stared at my orange and I thought he want it so I gave it to him lololol..) blasting my favourite music in my room since I'm home alone now (housemate went out to help out with coming Malaysian night deco- Hope she can come back fast..), and now meditate my notes. From the last 3 weeks till now, I'm still at the first page. Not moving at all. @_@ okay Now I'm gonna start first page again because I forgot what I read. Till then, see u. <3 p="">3>3>
Ever since I came back from jungle, I feel like my whole body full with dirt and mud. This is because I have been bathing in well's water. omg. Plus the weather has been so hot. I sweat a lot and my skin started to get reddish especially at folded place like my elbow and back knee. Urghhhh so itchy. Freaking hot. Haze is coming back. The visible view has been decreased so much. Hope healthy weather will come back soon.
Exam starting on Wednesday and Friday. Look at what I'm doing-
Woke up 5.30 am: Did hand wash 1 pail laundry, Order McD breakfast, mop the whole house, clean room, wash all fruits that I bought (grapes, mango, oranges. I love seedless grapes and mango. Bought 1 kg of mango which is only 3 big mango, 1 kg of grapes. LOL. I know i know.. It's been long time since I last had fruits and also 4 oranges, gave 1 orange to my friend because he stared at my orange and I thought he want it so I gave it to him lololol..) blasting my favourite music in my room since I'm home alone now (housemate went out to help out with coming Malaysian night deco- Hope she can come back fast..), and now meditate my notes. From the last 3 weeks till now, I'm still at the first page. Not moving at all. @_@ okay Now I'm gonna start first page again because I forgot what I read. Till then, see u. <3 p="">3>3>
Thursday, 9 October 2014
Balance Holiday 4 Days in Jungle
The place here is extremely hot and you just keep sweating over and over again even though you just bathe 5 minutes ago. The weather here is not that cold and some people said it's cold. It's not even close to cold or maybe I have thick heat insulator because I feel hot all the time lol. Plus the water supply here is limited. I feel like I'm living in army camp where water is limited sometimes electricity went off and no generator. "Is this even a hospital?" OMG. Can't wait to get back to city soon. I need to see some civilization. This coming Saturday junior doctors from the other university are coming here. Can't wait to meet them. This means another competitors lol. One of my friend said "Yes another competitor". Yes I agree with him. This give me more mood and challenge to study. I can study better when there is another competitor. Some were like "Oh noo.. We will be compared with them". I was like "so what"? Just go with the flow (Realised I have been using this mantra a lot of times lol).
Oh yeah this morning I had a bowl of chicken porridge (which equal to 2 bowls here because it's filled only half bowl here, so 1/2 plus 1/2 porridge in 2 bowls = 1 bowl of porridge. hahahaha). I don't understand why they have such a little portion. After breakfast we went to polyclinic. Today total patients is only 40+. Yesterday was 138 patients. Got so exhausted, slept for 2 hours in the afternoon and slept early also yesterday and woke up around 5 am to get ready for ward round 7.30 am. Total patients is only 3 but scared of getting scold so I really prepared for ward round.
*Hope I can finish with all this cycles soon.*
*Adios*
Oh yeah this morning I had a bowl of chicken porridge (which equal to 2 bowls here because it's filled only half bowl here, so 1/2 plus 1/2 porridge in 2 bowls = 1 bowl of porridge. hahahaha). I don't understand why they have such a little portion. After breakfast we went to polyclinic. Today total patients is only 40+. Yesterday was 138 patients. Got so exhausted, slept for 2 hours in the afternoon and slept early also yesterday and woke up around 5 am to get ready for ward round 7.30 am. Total patients is only 3 but scared of getting scold so I really prepared for ward round.
*Hope I can finish with all this cycles soon.*
*Adios*
Tuesday, 7 October 2014
1 Week Holiday In Forest
Yesterday marked my first day holiday in forest lol. I have the opportunity to stay in this forest for 1 week. I know it's gonna be a relaxing week and I just need to standby from 7 am till 1 pm. Only 6 hours compared to 9 hours in city. The workloads are lesser. I have decided that during this whole 1 week, I will study crazy like nobody's business. I want to pass my department with flying colors. Please let me do it.
Anyway I must mention and document here that last week NH said something I will never be able to forget! Commitment! *flying without wings* *Wink Wink* We went to Swasso then karoks then spend some time before he send me back home lol. I enjoyed the night and food as well. Maybe next time I shouldn't be too focused on food. WE DIDN'T TAKE ANY PICTURE TOGETHER. I took most of the food pics *wish I could turn back time and slap myself for taking so much food pics and not human pics* *regretted like hell that I didn't take human pics* Next time this shouldn't be happening. OK PLZ SLAP MYSELF NOW. Really missed it! It was a very nice and condusive environment for romantic dinner XD *WHY AM I SO OBSESSED WITH FOOD*
Next week will be the last week of my NS Part II. I pray so hard no NS Part III plz. Really Pray Hard. God Please Let Me Pass This NS Part II. Next Friday karoks again and saturday will be the maskful Malaysian Night lol. I have dress but now I'm kinda cute so I will look exactly like a balloon. The stress equation is:
The amount of stress = Amount of Food Intake
As you can see, I'm having highly amount of stress which correlates with the food intake. I have no choice as this is what is happening.
I hope my bestest friend will not forget to get me mask. I asked her to get me some gold mask and some accessories to go along with my dress. *Don't put too high hope* lol. I always put high hope on her and in the end errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. hahahaha so in order to avoind history repeat, better don't expect anything haha. It's a masquerade event, so worse case, I just wear some mud mask and come hahahaa XD
Anyway it's time to get serious now! Start my work and revision and be prepared for exam which is on next week Wednesday and Friday. Really need a lot of luck now! Till then, see you XD
Anyway I must mention and document here that last week NH said something I will never be able to forget! Commitment! *flying without wings* *Wink Wink* We went to Swasso then karoks then spend some time before he send me back home lol. I enjoyed the night and food as well. Maybe next time I shouldn't be too focused on food. WE DIDN'T TAKE ANY PICTURE TOGETHER. I took most of the food pics *wish I could turn back time and slap myself for taking so much food pics and not human pics* *regretted like hell that I didn't take human pics* Next time this shouldn't be happening. OK PLZ SLAP MYSELF NOW. Really missed it! It was a very nice and condusive environment for romantic dinner XD *WHY AM I SO OBSESSED WITH FOOD*
Next week will be the last week of my NS Part II. I pray so hard no NS Part III plz. Really Pray Hard. God Please Let Me Pass This NS Part II. Next Friday karoks again and saturday will be the maskful Malaysian Night lol. I have dress but now I'm kinda cute so I will look exactly like a balloon. The stress equation is:
The amount of stress = Amount of Food Intake
As you can see, I'm having highly amount of stress which correlates with the food intake. I have no choice as this is what is happening.
I hope my bestest friend will not forget to get me mask. I asked her to get me some gold mask and some accessories to go along with my dress. *Don't put too high hope* lol. I always put high hope on her and in the end errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. hahahaha so in order to avoind history repeat, better don't expect anything haha. It's a masquerade event, so worse case, I just wear some mud mask and come hahahaa XD
Anyway it's time to get serious now! Start my work and revision and be prepared for exam which is on next week Wednesday and Friday. Really need a lot of luck now! Till then, see you XD
Tuesday, 30 September 2014
Exhausting Week
My NS Part II is in the 2nd week now. So exhausting. Imagine everyday wake up 6 am and come back almost 5pm, sometimes till 8 pm. Tired physically and mentally. Tomorrow is the last day I on duty in NS. I just hope that's the last time I will ever wear that freaking white clothes again. It make me look like a nurse. lol.
Anyway today from morning had ward round. It was fun wit Prof. He made some jokes that we laughed hehehe. After that, went to polyclinic and started my mouth and stomach exercises lol. Had high tea and early dinner with NH. Before that, I waited like 1 hour for him in operation teatre and turned out he was busy playing with patients. I then make my move to do the greatest satisfaction in my lovely toilet since my rectum is full with flowers.
Oh yeah yesterday I mouth exercise on phone for 1 hour. LOL. The phone didn't get hot surprisingly lol. *Euphoria mode ON*
Let's get some beauty sleep. Nowadays sleep time sacrificed a lot for NS. Now I shall retire to my bed. Good Night ^_^
Anyway today from morning had ward round. It was fun wit Prof. He made some jokes that we laughed hehehe. After that, went to polyclinic and started my mouth and stomach exercises lol. Had high tea and early dinner with NH. Before that, I waited like 1 hour for him in operation teatre and turned out he was busy playing with patients. I then make my move to do the greatest satisfaction in my lovely toilet since my rectum is full with flowers.
Oh yeah yesterday I mouth exercise on phone for 1 hour. LOL. The phone didn't get hot surprisingly lol. *Euphoria mode ON*
Let's get some beauty sleep. Nowadays sleep time sacrificed a lot for NS. Now I shall retire to my bed. Good Night ^_^
Tuesday, 23 September 2014
Evaluation for Suspect NH
Today was a terribly horrifying exhausting day. I only slept total 1 hour since Sunday. That was because Sunday night couldn't sleep because I was too anxious/nervous/excited for my NS Part II lol. Yeah u heard that. I got NS PART II so no choice, must serve for the people. I woke up early around 7.30 am because Suspect NH said we need to see the faces of lovely babies and say good bye before we heading to NS part II. It was cancelled and I straight marched to my new camp. It was already 9 am and to my surprise, there is 6 people same luck with me repeating NS part II. I went in the camp and tadaaaa Pre Exam now so I answered confidently using my 4 months ago rusted knowledge that I still have. After that chilling out and say hi hi to everyone and I started arranging schedule for on-duty and also ward round tomorrow. I have 7 patients to report and I spent my whole night, midnight and early morning for writing all that reports. There goes my beauty sleep. Bye Beauty. See u again after 1 month. Will miss u dearly *sob sob*
Tuesday: The ward round went well and the commander took my reports and just comment need to add in this spice. I was delighted because I didn't get scoldings. lol!! After the ward round, I went to polyclinic to entertain commanders and soldiers. At 4 pm, I went back with Suspect NH and walked 1.5 km to my friend's house to pick up some laksa Johor that my friend made. It was droolicious and I love it. I told her next time if she is cooking, just keep for me and Suspect NH, no need to ask want or not, just tell when to come and take food. hahaha..
Then we went to Red chilies restaurant and had peach passion yogurt milkshake and coffee and burnt steak and french fries. I felt like long time didn't eat food so I started to bulldozer all the food except chicken because it was very burnt. We talked about a lot of random things. From food to people to tree to chicken to chicks to plants and God also included. Nothing is left behind just like food lol. Details of conversation is highly P&C XD. After that, we walked back another 1.5 km and he had SOB yeah u r right!!! Damn right!! Shortness of breath lol. I guess u would have guess Son oF Bruno lol. I think I walked more than him. He always go everywhere with his friend's bike while I always sacrifice and walk lol. I gave him my anesthesia book and papers since I passed that department already. Oh yeah he always lost my books and notes like what happened to my recent NS part II. I cried literally when I couldn't find some books and notes in the bag he gave me back. Okay let's not talk about sad things now. So much to type with limited time. Anyway he walked back to his house which is like 2.5 km from my house. Pity him. He said he didn't have enough money in his pocket to take transport. If he tell me earlier I would havewalk together with him order jet plane for him XD
Now I'm gonna write something about Suspect NH after he requested that I write something or how I feel about him lol!! I know i know. I'm not American Idol Judge but since he insisted, he left me with no choice. lol! Anyway I'm gonna write about what I feel. I hope not JUDGE lol. Hate to judge. Urghh don't know where, what and how to start. I guess I should givedestructive critisim constructive critisim. Yessss a lot to tell man. Don't even know where to start. Let me start from head to toe. lololol.
Head:
1. He is a very forgetful person. Yes VERY EXTREMELY!!!! He always forget our appointments. You can keep reminding him everyday and still forget lol. Maybe he need another brain. Maybe tomorrow I want to buy note book and pen for him so that he jot down whatever is important lol.
2. Space Out: You can start talking and talking and you thought he is listening attentively then when ask back, I have to restart my conversation. Sometimes I was thinking if I should get him a recorder for our conveniences lololol. Yes it happened a lot of times lol.
Extra Spare Part
1. This section is both of us have it big and clear lolololol if you know what I mean hahahaha. We seriously need to go exercise and get back in shape man. It's depressing every time take picture, we look like max size balloons or we have to adjust our face and abdomen fats so that it won't stretched out like extra organ in picture. We have planned to go for extreme exercise after I finish my NS part II and only drink avocado juice. 1 day exercise twice. Morning and evening. First thing I need to buy my sport shoes since mine is in M'sia. Maybe he can start earlier since he is in holiday department now lol!!! Must take picture before and after. Weight before and after. On top of this, I need to sew my mouth so that I don't eat a lot of food. I'm sorry food. I will miss u *crying*
Happy Feet
1. We need to walk a lot to accomplish our mission. Coming Friday we going to have Peking Roasted Duck. Omg omg omg omg!!!!! Can't wait to eat!!!!! I will fast this 2 days just for Friday dinner. I hope he doesn't say "I need to clean room, I need to shit. I need to pee. I need to do what what and stuff like that." If he says that, I seriously gonnaland multiple biatch slaps on his face till his face swollen say it's okay. lolololol!!!!
OMG Time to rest. Tomorrow on guard duty in my NS camp. Hopefully no enemy approach. Will definitely tighten our security. Will continue this in coming post. Till then, See u. Adios, Amigo, Cai Xian. *Boarding Room Take Off To Lala Land*
Tuesday: The ward round went well and the commander took my reports and just comment need to add in this spice. I was delighted because I didn't get scoldings. lol!! After the ward round, I went to polyclinic to entertain commanders and soldiers. At 4 pm, I went back with Suspect NH and walked 1.5 km to my friend's house to pick up some laksa Johor that my friend made. It was droolicious and I love it. I told her next time if she is cooking, just keep for me and Suspect NH, no need to ask want or not, just tell when to come and take food. hahaha..
Then we went to Red chilies restaurant and had peach passion yogurt milkshake and coffee and burnt steak and french fries. I felt like long time didn't eat food so I started to bulldozer all the food except chicken because it was very burnt. We talked about a lot of random things. From food to people to tree to chicken to chicks to plants and God also included. Nothing is left behind just like food lol. Details of conversation is highly P&C XD. After that, we walked back another 1.5 km and he had SOB yeah u r right!!! Damn right!! Shortness of breath lol. I guess u would have guess Son oF Bruno lol. I think I walked more than him. He always go everywhere with his friend's bike while I always sacrifice and walk lol. I gave him my anesthesia book and papers since I passed that department already. Oh yeah he always lost my books and notes like what happened to my recent NS part II. I cried literally when I couldn't find some books and notes in the bag he gave me back. Okay let's not talk about sad things now. So much to type with limited time. Anyway he walked back to his house which is like 2.5 km from my house. Pity him. He said he didn't have enough money in his pocket to take transport. If he tell me earlier I would have
Now I'm gonna write something about Suspect NH after he requested that I write something or how I feel about him lol!! I know i know. I'm not American Idol Judge but since he insisted, he left me with no choice. lol! Anyway I'm gonna write about what I feel. I hope not JUDGE lol. Hate to judge. Urghh don't know where, what and how to start. I guess I should give
Head:
1. He is a very forgetful person. Yes VERY EXTREMELY!!!! He always forget our appointments. You can keep reminding him everyday and still forget lol. Maybe he need another brain. Maybe tomorrow I want to buy note book and pen for him so that he jot down whatever is important lol.
2. Space Out: You can start talking and talking and you thought he is listening attentively then when ask back, I have to restart my conversation. Sometimes I was thinking if I should get him a recorder for our conveniences lololol. Yes it happened a lot of times lol.
Extra Spare Part
1. This section is both of us have it big and clear lolololol if you know what I mean hahahaha. We seriously need to go exercise and get back in shape man. It's depressing every time take picture, we look like max size balloons or we have to adjust our face and abdomen fats so that it won't stretched out like extra organ in picture. We have planned to go for extreme exercise after I finish my NS part II and only drink avocado juice. 1 day exercise twice. Morning and evening. First thing I need to buy my sport shoes since mine is in M'sia. Maybe he can start earlier since he is in holiday department now lol!!! Must take picture before and after. Weight before and after. On top of this, I need to sew my mouth so that I don't eat a lot of food. I'm sorry food. I will miss u *crying*
Happy Feet
1. We need to walk a lot to accomplish our mission. Coming Friday we going to have Peking Roasted Duck. Omg omg omg omg!!!!! Can't wait to eat!!!!! I will fast this 2 days just for Friday dinner. I hope he doesn't say "I need to clean room, I need to shit. I need to pee. I need to do what what and stuff like that." If he says that, I seriously gonna
OMG Time to rest. Tomorrow on guard duty in my NS camp. Hopefully no enemy approach. Will definitely tighten our security. Will continue this in coming post. Till then, See u. Adios, Amigo, Cai Xian. *Boarding Room Take Off To Lala Land*
Thursday, 18 September 2014
If I Could Turn Back Time
Today had Obgyn exam in the morning. The time was obviously cut short and not enough for everyone including myself. (Urghhh Stresss!!) Left with no choice, I hurriedly read and answered the questions. I circled the answers because there is no instruction whether to cross or circle or stare at the answers. Later I found out from friend that most of them cross the answers. I was like WTH!!!!!! We are supposed to cross the answer? OMG! Holy Crap!!!! Urghhhhh. I prayed to God so that I can pass this department. Please God Please please please.
After the exam, we went Red Chili's Restaurant for our lunch. I ordered Chicken kuluyuk, iced tea and fried durian ice cream. The food was so so. Then came back to hospital and headed straight to sauna place which is our polyclinic. There spent some time so that we burned some fats. When we felt is enough we returned to the ward, signed the attendance and went back home.
Today weather is seriously hot. I mean it's really hot and dry. I feel so exhausted. Like energy level left 5% due to the hot weather and post exam 40% stress. LOL. After bathe, energy level is increased by 1%. Now thinking should I sleep first because lately my sleeping cycle has been turned upside down. I have successfully sleep like a pig during evening and wake up at night or near midnight lol. Seriously I think I need to message everyone again so that together we pray for heavy rain till flood lol... OK adios gotta sms/whats app everyone to pray for rain.
After the exam, we went Red Chili's Restaurant for our lunch. I ordered Chicken kuluyuk, iced tea and fried durian ice cream. The food was so so. Then came back to hospital and headed straight to sauna place which is our polyclinic. There spent some time so that we burned some fats. When we felt is enough we returned to the ward, signed the attendance and went back home.
Today weather is seriously hot. I mean it's really hot and dry. I feel so exhausted. Like energy level left 5% due to the hot weather and post exam 40% stress. LOL. After bathe, energy level is increased by 1%. Now thinking should I sleep first because lately my sleeping cycle has been turned upside down. I have successfully sleep like a pig during evening and wake up at night or near midnight lol. Seriously I think I need to message everyone again so that together we pray for heavy rain till flood lol... OK adios gotta sms/whats app everyone to pray for rain.
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