Exhausting Week

     My NS Part II is in the 2nd week now. So exhausting. Imagine everyday wake up 6 am and come back almost 5pm, sometimes till 8 pm. Tired physically and mentally. Tomorrow is the last day I on duty in NS. I just hope that's the last time I will ever wear that freaking white clothes again. It make me look like a nurse. lol.

     Anyway today from morning had ward round. It was fun wit Prof. He made some jokes that we laughed hehehe. After that, went to polyclinic and started my mouth and stomach exercises lol. Had high tea and early dinner with NH. Before that, I waited like 1 hour for him in operation teatre and turned out he was busy playing with patients. I then make my move to do the greatest satisfaction in my lovely toilet since my rectum is full with flowers.

     Oh yeah yesterday I mouth exercise on phone for 1 hour. LOL. The phone didn't get hot surprisingly lol. *Euphoria mode ON*

     Let's get some beauty sleep. Nowadays sleep time sacrificed a lot for NS. Now I shall retire to my bed. Good Night ^_^

Evaluation for Suspect NH

     Today was a terribly horrifying exhausting day. I only slept total 1 hour since Sunday. That was because Sunday night couldn't sleep because I was too anxious/nervous/excited for my NS Part II lol. Yeah u heard that. I got NS PART II so no choice, must serve for the people. I woke up early around 7.30 am because Suspect NH said we need to see the faces of lovely babies and say good bye before we heading to NS part II. It was cancelled and I straight marched to my new camp. It was already 9 am and to my surprise, there is 6 people same luck with me repeating NS part II. I went in the camp and tadaaaa Pre Exam now so I answered confidently using my 4 months ago rusted knowledge that I still have. After that chilling out and say hi hi to everyone and I started arranging schedule for on-duty and also ward round tomorrow. I have 7 patients to report and I spent my whole night, midnight and early morning for writing all that reports. There goes my beauty sleep. Bye Beauty. See u again after 1 month. Will miss u dearly *sob sob*

    Tuesday: The ward round went well and the commander took my reports and just comment need to add in this spice. I was delighted because I didn't get scoldings. lol!! After the ward round, I went to polyclinic to entertain commanders and soldiers. At 4 pm, I went back with Suspect NH and walked 1.5 km to my friend's house to pick up some laksa Johor that my friend made. It was droolicious and I love it. I told her next time if she is cooking, just keep for me and Suspect NH, no need to ask want or not, just tell when to come and take food. hahaha..

     Then we went to Red chilies restaurant and had peach passion yogurt milkshake and coffee and burnt steak and french fries. I felt like long time didn't eat food so I started to bulldozer all the food except chicken because it was very burnt. We talked about a lot of random things. From food to people to tree to chicken to chicks to plants and God also included. Nothing is left behind just like food lol. Details of conversation is highly P&C XD. After that, we walked back another 1.5 km and he had SOB yeah u r right!!! Damn right!! Shortness of breath lol. I guess u would have guess Son oF Bruno lol. I think I walked more than him. He always go everywhere with his friend's bike while I always sacrifice and walk lol. I gave him my anesthesia book and papers since I passed that department already. Oh yeah he always lost my books and notes like what happened to my recent NS part II. I cried literally when I couldn't find some books and notes in the bag he gave me back. Okay let's not talk about sad things now. So much to type with limited time.  Anyway he walked back to his house which is like 2.5 km from my house. Pity him. He said he didn't have enough money in his pocket to take transport. If he tell me earlier I would have walk together with him order jet plane for him XD

     Now I'm gonna write something about Suspect NH after he requested that I write something or how I feel about him lol!! I know i know. I'm not American Idol Judge but since he insisted, he left me with no choice. lol!  Anyway I'm gonna write about what I feel. I hope not JUDGE lol. Hate to judge. Urghh don't know where, what and how to start. I guess I should give destructive critisim   constructive critisim. Yessss a lot to tell man. Don't even know where to start. Let me start from head to toe. lololol.

Head: 

1. He is a very forgetful person. Yes VERY EXTREMELY!!!! He always forget our appointments. You can keep reminding him everyday and still forget lol. Maybe he need another brain. Maybe tomorrow I want to buy note book and pen for him so that he jot down whatever is important lol. 

2. Space Out: You can start talking and talking and you thought he is listening attentively then when ask back, I have to restart my conversation. Sometimes I was thinking if I should get him a recorder for our conveniences lololol. Yes it happened a lot of times lol. 

Extra Spare Part

1. This section is both of us have it big and clear lolololol if you know what I mean hahahaha. We seriously need to go exercise and get back in shape man. It's depressing every time take picture, we look like max size balloons or we have to adjust our face and abdomen fats so that it won't stretched out like extra organ in picture. We have planned to go for extreme exercise after I finish my NS part II and only drink avocado juice. 1 day exercise twice. Morning and evening. First thing I need to buy my sport shoes since mine is in M'sia. Maybe he can start earlier since he is in holiday department now lol!!! Must take picture before and after. Weight before and after. On top of this, I need to sew my mouth so that I don't eat a lot of food. I'm sorry food. I will miss u *crying* 

Happy Feet

1. We need to walk a lot to accomplish our mission. Coming Friday we going to have Peking Roasted Duck. Omg omg omg omg!!!!! Can't wait to eat!!!!! I will fast this 2 days just for Friday dinner. I hope he doesn't say "I need to clean room, I need to shit. I need to pee. I need to do what what and stuff like that." If he says that, I seriously gonna land multiple biatch slaps on his face till his face swollen  say it's okay. lolololol!!!!

OMG Time to rest. Tomorrow on guard duty in my NS camp. Hopefully no enemy approach. Will definitely tighten our security. Will continue this in coming post. Till then, See u. Adios, Amigo, Cai Xian. *Boarding Room Take Off To Lala Land*

If I Could Turn Back Time

     Today had Obgyn exam in the morning. The time was obviously cut short and not enough for everyone including myself. (Urghhh Stresss!!) Left with no choice, I hurriedly read and answered the questions. I circled the answers because there is no instruction whether to cross or circle or stare at the answers. Later I found out from friend that most of them cross the answers. I was like WTH!!!!!! We are supposed to cross the answer? OMG! Holy Crap!!!! Urghhhhh. I prayed to God so that I can pass this department. Please God Please please please.

     After the exam, we went Red Chili's Restaurant for our lunch. I ordered Chicken kuluyuk, iced tea and fried durian ice cream. The food was so so. Then came back to hospital and headed straight to sauna place which is our polyclinic. There spent some time so that we burned some fats. When we felt is enough we returned to the ward, signed the attendance and went back home.

     Today weather is seriously hot. I mean it's really hot and dry. I feel so exhausted. Like energy level left 5% due to the hot weather and post exam 40% stress. LOL. After bathe, energy level is increased by 1%. Now thinking should I sleep first because lately my sleeping cycle has been turned upside down. I have successfully sleep like a pig during evening and wake up at night or near midnight lol. Seriously I think I need to message everyone again so that together we pray for heavy rain till flood lol... OK adios gotta sms/whats app everyone to pray for rain.

Extreme Hot Weather

Today was a very hot day. Came back from hospital sweat like just finish jogging. Oh My God!!! I want to go to 4 season country and experience the nice autumn and winter again. Never like high temperature. Tomorrow and friday I will be having exams. Good luck to myself. Okay today post is short. Adios amigos hastalavista XD

Dreaming on Critical Week

     It has always been like this. During the exam week, even watching some boring movies can be quite entertaining lol.

     Yesterday something happened where I poured out like 60% of my troubled and disturbed heart and mind to one of my closest and bestest friends. I felt relieved but I hope I can tell more and he also can tell more so that there's 2 ways communication lololol. Yeah i know i always blabber a lot. Sometimes i will just stop talking suddenly realizing that i talked too much and forgot to give chance to other people to talk also lol. I like hanging out with him but he always seems so busy cleaning. Hell, so much things to clean. lololol. Clothes, room, house then bla bla God knows what else. lololol. I tried not to be procrastinating his time since he needs a lot of time for cleaning lololol..  Oh yeah not to mention this too, he always sleep. I mean he can sleep the whole day. Worse than me. I think he can take over my job as Beauty Sleeper already. Even i don't sleep that much nowadays. That's the reason I look ugly nowadays lolololol.

     Okay anyway let's get back to real things. Must write diary for what has happened today also. Today i woke up late like almost 9 am (i slept at 5am lol. Couldn't sleep even though I lied down like corpse) and straight bathed n make up 30% (which means put lip balm, sunblock and powder like the Chinese opera). Suddenly ring ring Viber ring, sis called

Sis:"Hello, what are you doing?"
Me "Ohhh I make-uping to go hospital now. I woke up late man. Wait today Monday and you bring handphone to school? omg"
Sis: "Shhh don't tell anyone."
Me: "omg ok. i will zip my mouth but not hands."
Sis: "Kidding, today and this whole week SCHOOL HOLIDAY"
Me: "OMG WHATTT!!! So nice!!! So jealous.."
Sis: "Ok please get jealous. "
Me: "Ok i done make up 30%. Time to go school also. Bubye"
Sis: "Adios amigos "

     Reached hospital, no one yet in polyclinic, so I went hunt for food wit my friend. Thank you for accompanying me to buy breakfast lol. I bought 1 bottle of Nu milk tea, 1 bottle of mineral water and lastly 2 packets of rice with some dried chilies with pigeon's eggs, potatoes and some chicken's liver (omg!! hate chicken liver so i transferred all the liver to my friend lol). After finished everything, chit chatted with the residents. Like them so much because they are so sporting and friendly.

     When there is no patients, my friend (Name: Suspect Lili) and I took a lot of pictures. It consist of action pictures and some funny effects. I shall post it when I get the pictures lol.

     Without realising time past so fast, 1.30 pm already and it means LUNCH TIME! my favourite time but wait I just ate a lot and now eating time again. No wonder getting chubbier nowadays, So i accompanied my friends for lunch under the hot scorching sun and I thought of just order 1 ice tea without sugar but i couldn't resist the temptation of the chicken. When  I entered the shop, the chicken smell so nice. Blame the smell. So without much thinking i ordered chicken with rice and dried chilies again and ended up I just ate 2 scoops of rice and asked the lady shop to pack because too full lol.

     Suddenly I felt sudden urge and pressure in my rectum. I was like "NOT AT THIS TIME YOU FOOL". I wanted to defecate at home but forgot bring house key. Called housemates but were in lecture, so left with no choice I hurriedly returned to poly and asked for washroom's key but the damn nurse said "I don't have the key". I was like "Urghhhhh I hope karma hits you soon for doing this to me". After a while, the urge went away and "OK. I'M FINE NOW. NO NEED TOILET AT ALL". 1 hour after that, the pressure came again, this time it was like it's at the very surface like whale coming out from water to surface. Plus my friend sang "Let It Go". Then my friends and I rushed to behind ward. I ran as fast as I could but one of my friend walked so slow like granny (I'm referring to Suspect Lili)... Urrrrghhh added on to my pressure and frustration. Ohh yeah I forgot to mention the reasons I'm not using any other toilets is because I have toilet problems. If the toilet is too smelly or dirty, I won't enter it at all. I rushed and ran and fight all my way to the ward's toilet which is way cleaner and there I laid my feces to rest in peace which was a bit a lot like cow dung and flushed everything cleanly and there I shouted in heart: "YES AT LAST ACHIEVED THE GREATEST SATISFACTION".

     After that, I ended everything with smile and touched up while looking at mirror "omg face look so horrible like shit" and walked away can't stand to see my own ugliness. Then signed the attendance and "Yipeeee time to go back home sweet home". Survived the "feel-like-sun-meteors-on-skin" on the way back home and straight took bath and here I am.

     I don't know why there is so many ants on my table. I tried to find the source of where the ants coming from but couldn't find. Then here I go with my bullshit: "Maybe because i'm too sweet so the ants can't stop coming to me lololol"

     OK let me end today's post with one of my favorite quote: The greatest feeling in the world is after you shit! Okay thanks for wasting your time to read my bullshit . Need to go shit again now. I'm always full with shit. See ya.

You Should Never Depend on Anyone But YOURSELF

   
Current Mood: *Heart at Max Boiling temperature *

     The title says it all. You, yourself are the only person that you can and will rely on. Yes you may have friends that are there for you and family that is there to help you when you need help. This might be true but still, it does not change the fact that when all's said and done, you are alone, completely alone. As the saying goes, you come alone into this world and you go from it alone. The sooner you realise this, the sooner you can start to rely on yourself for anything in your life.

     Yes I admit friends are important but there will come a time, sooner or later that when your friends let you down, no matter how good or close of friend are, they are bound to let you down at least once. I believe that we as human always make mistakes and sometimes have bad decisions. If you can't rely on something 100% of the time then you should never ever rely on them ever. This means they are not entirely reliable.

     Learning to stand on your own two feet all the time make it easier to stand alone when things get rough or when where is no one there to help you. This does not mean that we should not ask for help in fact we should ask for help as often as possible.

     We must always learn to trust our own strength. Do not allow your happiness to depend on other people's actions. Sometimes you feel sad or upset because someone disappointed you. I surely remember mine. But most importantly did you allow the people's action or words to ruin the night? No of course not and try not to because throughout the whole life and thanks to experiences in life, I have learnt not to allow my happiness to depend on other people or actions. <<< I sound so PMS hahaha.

Enough crap, let's stop this and begin our happiness starting from today. Let's Get It Started.

Missing My Baby S3

     My Samsung Galaxy S3 was sick for quite some time. I pray for his quick recovery. Need him back so badly :( Please come back to me soon baby.

     Today is Moon cake Festival. Planned to celebrate it for dinner tonight but was postponed for some reasons. *Listening to Maps Maroon 5 If Me Not*. Thanks to Rival introduced some nice songs to me. Got addicted to it lol. Today felt particularly sleepy throughout the whole day. Had chicken curry spaghetti with tuna tortilla. Not long after that, began my journey to Lala Land.

     Yesterday celebrated one of my close friend 1st anniversary and the husband 27th Birthday. I'm happy to be their event organiser XD lol. While in the process of arranging everything, I suddenly realised that I'm no more young too. 30 is coming soon. OMG!!! Like suddenly someone slapped you and zap you back to reality. Hello? What have I been doing for the past 20++ years. Suddenly feel the urge to have boyfriend LOL. Anyway let's not talk about it first.

     Exam coming soon and I have been dreaming all these while. Time to get things back on the track. Less entertainment and more on reading. Not reading on facebook but on book please.

     Last but not least, pray so hard for my Baby S3 to come back soon to me. Please please please. Missing you so much.